Surprise

Surprise I was there. Surprise I dyed my hair. This is going nowhere.

Here’s something I thought up;
“Live like the rich, dine like the poor, sleep like the wealthy, dream you had more.”
↑Let me know what you think.

Red starts at the hair, but it ends right there. Typos are always made, I reread don’t be amazed. I killed the bird who flew backwards so nothing would seem out of the ordinary. Do you eat the chicken with one leg? The flowers surround them, the gardens are in bloom, pumpkins carried them, inhaled the flaming blue fume. Ryhming is repetitive and easily assumed. I make you happy, I make you sad, I’ll make things better, but the past will always be bad.

Get to know me.

I can’t concentrate

I have some things that I have to do before I go to school tomorrow. I have to type two papers. I can’t concentrate though. I have too much on my mind to think about school. This is no bueno. I want to go to sleep but I’m afraid if I do, I’ll sleep to much and not leave myself enough time to write these papers.

I’m tired of being used. I’m tired of being subjected to mind games. Everyone says she’s a tease, and on the verge of slut. Why do I even care? I’m pretty upset with myself. I’ve just decided that I’m going to take a nap.

I’m not sure if I should ignore her or not. I want to. I’m tired of all the bullshit.

Yep; I’m going to bed. Night. Wish me luck on my papers.

Prom

Quick and to the point

because I don’t feel like there’s a lot to talk about

Dinner

was to early

Dance

was lifeless with good music half the time

Post Prom

was repetitive with false hopes

Spending Time with Didi

priceless.

No but all and all prom was fun. No regrets. The only thing that mattered to me really was getting to see Didi and being with her. Other than that I say prom went well. Felt sorry for the girl on the stairs crying though. Not for the fact that she was crying but the fact that she can’t get over the drama stage of highschool. She’ll learn one day.

→List

1. forward dad that email
2. fill out the scholarship
3. take back tux
4. relax

I got a job

Well for new news, I got a job. I work at Olive Garnden now.  I have no idea what I do. Server? Host? Yeah me neither. . .

Delinda texted me today. Good thing too, I needed to get ahold of her. I wonder if she’ll take pics of Didi and I? I wonder if it’ll cost? eei. . .

I have iTunes on random play and Backstreet Boys is now playing.

Didi will be in town soon. I’m excited! I want to see her again. It’s been awhile.

Prom prom prom. This weekend is prom!
KU KU KU. Tonight is the big game!

People of Topeka look old. I hope be being here won’t result in me aging faster. I want to model and I can’t look old for modeling.

I’m trying to think of something to write about extensively, instead of all these short random bursts. If you have any ideas let me know. Does anyone even read this? Haha I’m not sure. . .

Boring

Whoever put Firefox on the school computers is dumb.

So currently I’m at school doing nothing. Sitting in my old library without a plan of action. Actually right now I’m downloading meebo to the school computers. Meebo is an instant messaging application.

→Finished the download and it didn’t work. This sucks.

Tonight I have to be at Olive Garden at 3:30 for an interview I believe. Last night I went to the get together at HuHot for Tim’s birthday, that was fun. Tim and I have decided to go clubbing this weekend.

I still get looks from people. I’ve come to the conclusion that it doesn’t really matter from where I graduate. Whether it be Shawnee Heights or Thornton High. This conclusion, however, doesn’t change anything.

I wonder how long it’ll take the school’s firewall to block this site. I guess we’ll find out…

Didi ♥

Wish I was home

Today was boring. I realized how many people I will no longer being seeing everyday. How many friends I’ve came out of contact with. It’s crazy. It almost makes me depressed, but I’m not going to go that low.

New Home

So to start off, Molly’s party wasn’t good. Symone tried to make out with me, and Molly’s sister and herself just harassed me all night. Oh well, the drinking made up for it.

I live in Kansas now with my grandparents while my dad is on his way to Boston for training. After a month of training he’ll move to Kansas City. Once I graduate I’ll move in with him. Kansas City will have better modeling oppurtunites for me, plus it’ll be closer to the airport. If I ever get myself in a situation where I would need to fly to Mexico on short notice. hehe

Well I start my ending months of school tomorrow.  From Kansas, to Colorado, back to Kansas. Woohoo.

My girlfriend is amazing. muah.

Not Sure

Not sure what to do. I’ve packed and sorted a lot. It’s frustrating not knowing what to do next. I need a plan or a list of things to do because I always forget something. I have my board shorts this time.

She’s on her way back from Wyoming. She wants to do something tonight. Molly doesn’t want her at her party Friday.

“If your planning on bringing her, don’t come.”

Harsh, I know. Dad leaves Wednsday so I might ask Molly to throw a party at my house Thursday. Or ask Jay and John’s mom if she wants to host one at my house. I’ll figure out something.

Stand Still

The whole modeling career has came to a halt. So far all I have is the confidence that two agencies have given me. This meaning I have what it takes and I have what agencies are looking for. I say this because they both found me, rather than the other way around.

She’s Amazing

I love her.